Sorry

i want to say sorry

sorry
i loved you

sorry
i found peace
i found calm
i found happiness
i found myself
when i was with you

sorry
i loved you
for the i thought
i seen another
tormented soul.

sorry
i loved you
for the girl
i thought
i see
inside you.

sorry
i loved you
more than anyone else.

sorry
i loved you
not for your physical attraction
but for your inner beauty

sorry
i said i like you
for i now realize
some things are
better unsaid

sorry for expecting
you to like me

sorry for not being
the person you expect
for i am what i am
for i am no brad pitt
for i am just a man
born to give love
born to understand
i will be loved

only

only when i am dead.