I am alive… I am alive…
It has been 1 month and 2 days and i am slowly getting the itch to start writing again. Not only here, but it’s been quite a while since i wrote any poetry or for that matter, just about anything else.
Life has been good. Trying to make the step into the next phase. Initially, bit unwillingly, but now going with the flow to see what’s gonna happen . Lots of learnings life does throw when you least expect it. I found one, more than once, many people have a life size ego and it’s tough to make them see the reality. Perched on a pedestal (they build for themselves), they refuse(d) to come down and make life difficult for many.
At the same time i did find that whatever happens there are some stubborn, arrogant and fucked up people in this life and sadly at one point in time, they used to friends of mine. Can’t really call them friends anymore, but in someways i am glad they are outta my life now. I guess there are far better things to do, than bitch and moan about those who i do not care a dime anymore
One thing that did happen and scared the shit outta me was when a “nice bloke” sent me a good personalised threat over email one fine morning. For the first time, i was scared for the well being of my family. Its a time when anyone and everyone can arm themselves with stuff or it just takes a few thousand to send some.
But amazingly enough, i am still around doing what i like and in some ways, what i want. To an extent i must admit, i am pretty relaxed, happy and feel good about everything so far – Past, present and future.
Yeah, there are good stuff to share… but then again a plenty of unwanted eyes are lurking around, so i do not want any evil spells cast on me. So, i ain’t gonna mention it here. But then if you are already in my good books, you would have known about it by now .
Nothing much and nothing exciting is happening in my life… boring eh? Sad to disappoint, thats how my life is… good, boring and the usual. But i love it