Different

I am Thinking…
Why i am so Different
Different

Dont want to socialise!
Dont want to go out without a reason!
Dont want to do Window Shopping!!!
Dont know how to strike a conversation (chatup someone)!!
Dont know how to be interesting!
Dont know

Dont know why?
Dont know the reason?

Maybe i want to be an individual?
Maybe i want to break free?
Break free of what??

Tradition?
Normal Way?

Maybe its my deep desire to be loved?
Maybe its my need for an understanding person/friend?
who understands me for what i am and not what i got
maybe…

Will i know the answer?
will i ever find out?

Maybe i am meant to be different

i console myself
i am a nice person
its others who lost me
i am not meant to be here

where then?
i will never know
for they say i think Different too…