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I sit here
after reading fugz offering
thinking
thinking if only men feel this way?
people say women are angels
kind hearted
loving
caring
affectionate
are they all lies???
were they all part of conspiracy?
i ask…
no one can answer
for really no one knows.
so i wonder
if women feel like this?
do they get satisfaction
in seeing us suffer in darklandz
if they are not kind
loving
caring
then who are they?
or
what are they?
i put this question to them…
stunning reply i get
men dont understand us
men wants us for sex
i sit down and laugh
wanting to cry but unable to
for my tears ave all dried up
i think to myself
men want us for sex???
men dont understand us???
hahahahahaha…
what a strange situation…
i think
you leave the good
pick up the bad
and then say these…
hahahahahahaha…
i can only laugh
for i think
the purpose of women
are thee..
good men are chess pieces
take them
throw them across the board
sometimes outside
use them
take all they have
and then
destroy them
leave them in pain
sorrow
left to pickup
the
shattered life once again
with no desire
living in fear of the other species…
i wonder
the eyes they have
are for seeing the pain?
or to find only the bad men?
for i say
Open your eyes to the Beautiful Darklandz
for there you will find
many a good men
who will worship you
who will love you
more than life
and salute you
like me saluting fugz
for he is a wise one.
for he is a good man.
i come here
into the unknown
stumbling,broken, confused
seeking the way
out of the dark
hands reach out..
nurse me back
to fight again
i dont know how they look
why they are here
must have travelled into the darklandz
like me looking for the way?
maybe they were warriors??
maybe they are the wise men?
i mite never know..
but i know
i must go back
why i ask? to come back here?
or to cruise into the sunset with my lady?
i will never know
woman like darklandz are a mystery
no one knows them
no one understands them
sometimes i wonder if they understand
i cant say
for i am a man
born to fight
born into this mortal world
to be confused/broken/hurt by her
only to come back again and again
like
like a phoenix
into this timeless conflict
all i can do is
Salute those b4 me
guide those after me
for i know
men are not born to win
they are born to fight
till the woman concedes
which i ask
will it ever happen??
I am Thinking…
Why i am so Different
Different
Dont want to socialise!
Dont want to go out without a reason!
Dont want to do Window Shopping!!!
Dont know how to strike a conversation (chatup someone)!!
Dont know how to be interesting!
Dont know
Dont know why?
Dont know the reason?
Maybe i want to be an individual?
Maybe i want to break free?
Break free of what??
Tradition?
Normal Way?
Maybe its my deep desire to be loved?
Maybe its my need for an understanding person/friend?
who understands me for what i am and not what i got
maybe…
Will i know the answer?
will i ever find out?
Maybe i am meant to be different
i console myself
i am a nice person
its others who lost me
i am not meant to be here
where then?
i will never know
for they say i think Different too…
